It's just about three am and as usual I can't sleep. In the last two weeks alone my life has taken such unexpected turns. Although at times I was questioning if it was all for the best, I believe that I can honestly now say that it has been. I have learned so much about myself in the last few days alone its unbelievable. I feel like I forgot how to feel quite a long time ago, and whether this is a good thing or not I believe that I have regained that emotion. Its almost scary sometimes how real things can be; emotions play such a huge part in our lives and when they are shut off for such a long time to suddenly have them again is a bit overwhelming. However, with all that said even though sometimes our emotions don't always play a positive role its nice to know that they're there and its real and true, no matter what the bigger picture is. All in all I'm proud to say that I once again can feel, whether this is a temporary thing or not right now its truer than true and I know that more than likely I will get hurt in the end and wind up back in the same position that I'm normally in, but until then I'm going to revel in this moment because this moment is my life.
Goodnight<3
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